Yeah. My brain says that, everything else, mainly cultural conditioning says different. But thank you. It's nice to hear it because I often feel weak for needing it now. It's hard for my family to give it though it's different now. Or maybe it was never different and I'm just seeing it. Sigh. That's why what you said meant so much to me. Because it made me realize that it was okay to think about what happened to me in those terms. It hadn't really clicked until then.
I am getting better. Just slowly. Right now I'm very tender and take a lot of things that aren't very personal. It's hard because I'm still recovering from a year of hell. My nephew dying, my car accident, losing my financial aid, withdrawing from school. It feels like I was so busy dealing with the physical that the emotional is finally catching up.
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Date: 2013-10-05 12:19 pm (UTC)I am getting better. Just slowly. Right now I'm very tender and take a lot of things that aren't very personal. It's hard because I'm still recovering from a year of hell. My nephew dying, my car accident, losing my financial aid, withdrawing from school. It feels like I was so busy dealing with the physical that the emotional is finally catching up.