That's how it happened to me. I just slid down and down and had no idea why. I cut for a while, stopped doing that but the urge to do it again comes back once in a while.
There were other times when I would just lay on the floor, it was a weird thing to do in retrospect but at the moment, being on the floor was the thing to do.
Thank you so much for your words. You have put so many of my emotions, so many of the things I couldn't say into words and explaining what really happened to me . . . it's made things easier somehow. Like the tight noose I had around my neck was finally loosened.
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Date: 2013-10-06 03:52 pm (UTC)There were other times when I would just lay on the floor, it was a weird thing to do in retrospect but at the moment, being on the floor was the thing to do.
Thank you so much for your words. You have put so many of my emotions, so many of the things I couldn't say into words and explaining what really happened to me . . . it's made things easier somehow. Like the tight noose I had around my neck was finally loosened.
Thank you!